i'm sorry that i can't be the one that you want. I'm sorry that i made you angry. but you keep breaking my heart with every new girlfriend and it hurts because i know how i feel for you and i don't want to lose you. If you left me i know i would stop being me, i would stop caring about my life and what i do, i would no longer laugh like i do, i would smile but it won't reach my eyes. I hope that you understand steven because i don't want to run you off but if you feel like i am backing you into a corner then let me know and i promise to back off.

I gave up sex so i can find the right guy and i know that he is you so when ever you are ready for me i'll be here waiting for you. Just let me know go and become that person you want to be and do what you want to do. I will always be waiting for you. I just hope that you will understand one day the extent of my emotions and know that this is how i truely feel. I'm not Suki, i'm not the other girlfriends you have dated. I'm different. You know me better than anyone else and you know what i want so please think about what i have said.

Love always,
Your Lynx

LOKI is the guy i love and this is how he is making me feel. I hope to have my friends behind me on this one.